The city
In the night the city slumbers
Only lights atop the towers
Gives the impression of the beauty
That is a unawaken pity
The city seemed ruled by a certain thought
The thought that goes about in every trough
There is no peak, but there is equality
Or so it seems in this reality
Mindsets are given by a mindset made
People awake to a new day made
They don't seem to think, just do
And then the thought behind it all drools.
loneliness
a hand reaches out,and finds the other,fingers slowly entwiningas they lose themselves in time.she snuggles closerbreathing in his cologneas she leans her head on his neckhis fingers tighten around hers.a slow waltz through time,memories gone, just feelings left behind;music encasing.feelings swelled, uncontrollable,pouring forth from open heartsbinding people togetherin intangible webs.trembling, he reaches out, fingers searching, but he finds nothing.nothing, except air.embarrassed, he turns away, crying.miserable, he's convinced no one wants him.pristine wellspring, his heart, turned murky;the jealousy sprung from lonelinessa deep poison.
风
我的爱像风一样
无法用眼睛看到
也无法用耳朵听到。
只能在人心平静时，
静静的感受，
才能发现它的存在。
让这种感觉永远陷在不能说出的禁地。
Winter - natural beauty
Winter that comes near December
In resilence and swiftness
Nightime passes and suddenly
The world is covered in a sheet of white
Everlasting serene and calmess observed
Rules everything there, then.
broken promise
the tears gathered,
obscuring my vision.
my voice wavered,
choking my reasons.
i stuttered, i stumbled.
i muttered, i mumbled.
the words are all lost,
somewhere in this garble.
the tears seeped back,
drying my eyes.
for a second,
i thought all was fine.
and then you spoke,
my resolve shattered.
whatever i thought,
didn't matter.
you were there!
i thought,
when i most needed you,
of your own accord.
yet when i turned around,
it isn't you i see,
but the face of another,
staring back at me.
what are these?
he asked,
eyes wide open,
staring at my cheeks.
horrified,
i quickly turned,
and answered,
none of your concern.
once again,
my heart's crushed;
i don't trust myself
to speak.
why weren't you there,
to hold me as i weep?
to sshh and hug me,
then pat me to sleep?
you said you'll always,
be there for me.
but now that i need you
are you gona just let me be?
Prison of Life
In this world where education oversee all
In this society where paper matters more
I feel like the air being ripped out of me
And it's like I'm not good enough to even be me
In the world where I'm being forced to change
In this society where the people are like in chains
I feel like the worlds spinning too fast
And it's like I'm going to be the one who's last
So I'm finding a way to leave the system
Trying to break out of Plato's cave
Finding a method to become stronger
Even as I'm trapped in this prison of life
Going on and on and on to a new life
Leaving all tears behind
Under the black sky I see no light
Under the black sun I foresee doom
Like the world has gone upside down
And everything's not right
So I'm finding a way to leave the system
Trying to break out of Plato's cave
Finding a method to become stronger
Even as I'm trapped in this prison of life
Going on and on and on to a new life
Leaving all the tears behind
Too far back
Let me see what I didn't see before
Let me feel as I never did before
Just trace back to the days when you and I were
Being more than what we've become now
And then tell me when I've done something wrong
Instead of just putting all blame on me
Yet not letting me know
And then tell me when I've hurt you again
Instead of killing me silently
Behind my back
Now let me see what I didn't see before
Let me feel as I never did before
Just trace back to the days when you and I were
Being more than what we've become now
And then when I turned my back you should have turned me back
Became what I was you should have told me what I was before
Pull me close don't let me go
And then tell me when I've hurt you again
Instead of letting love become hate
Before I know
Now it's too late we can't turn back
Time has moved too far ahead
We're stopped in this world that had cruelly
Torn us both apart
And now it's too late we can't turn back
Time has gone away
We're stuck in this mindset that is minute by minute
Eating us away
Now let me see what I didn't see before
Let me feel as I never did before
Just trace back to the days when you and I were
Being more than what we've become now
Now let me see what I didn't before
Let me feel as I never did before
Just trace back to the days when you and I were
Being more than what we've become now
through another's eyes
Why do people not listen to me?
I should be listened!
MY instructions should be followed
But if that can't be done
FINE.
Just respect my wishes
I mean, everyone should respect my wishes
If I'm angry, at least SOMEONE should apologize
Even if I'm angry unjustly about someone
I think that that person should still apologize
Why? Because that person caused me to have a misunderstanding
Seriously, why are they complaining so much?
I suddenly feel a bit more lonely
Am I not right, to be angry as I wish?
To not give explanations when I'm angry?
WHen I'm irritated and don't give others a chance to explain
Or don't even tell them why I'm angry
What? Are they irritated because of that?
That's why I'm being alienated?
What a lame excuse. If I'm angry,
They should respect MY wishes
If I want to apologize, I would
But if not, no matter how much anyone explains,
I WON'T. Because what I say would be RIGHT.
I'm ALWAYS right.
And yea, that's right
I act as though the world owes me a living
Say whatever you want
Because I know that's not true
Because I'm ALWAYS right.
Yea.
