sonGs of oTher laNds

Nothing matters

Sweetness becomes unbearable as sweetness stains
Bitterness emerge as a reaction
Such feelings should not be here
Yet it is!
Guilt, blame, fault, whose?
Guilt for neglectance
Blame for emotions
Fault for being so caught up
Over these loves which should be chosen?
Which should be taken?
Loves, one for life -no
Both for life
Yet one is a written contract and the other not
Balance
But balance is so hard to attain
Sweetness, bitterness, guilt, anger
All twisted now, like a myraid
Everything jumbled
Confused.

posted by jessXW @ 7:22 PM