pre-decision
hai ya, say only!words cannot express the hurt
tears cannot express the sorrow..
all because of those four words.
i try to describe the conflicting feelings
your words wrought in me;
the longing to break away from routine,
the wanting to continue in that same routine
the fear that once i go back,
i can never break away.
knowing that once would lead to twice,
twice will lead to thrice, and so on.
a major decision.
commitment : a huge word.
pressure's mounting,
time's running out.
broken promises,
things i've said but not upheld.
half truths, no action
lies, buried in the conversations.
posted by jessXW @ 4:16 AM
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