walking away..
looking at the world through blurred eyeswishing for something that will never happen
am i being stupid, naive?
i wish i've never met you, known you
then i wouldn't have to feel this way.
perhaps i'm askin for too much, too soon
but i guess you wouldn't care either way
don't dare to tell you how i feel
what's the point?
it'll only ruin things between us,
fragile as they are now
after all...
you've finally found someone else to love
guess i don't mean that much to you
can't blame you for not knowing
blame myself for not telling
each time i try the words get stuck
guess i'd just have to live with it
nothing else i can do
except to just walk away from it all,
especially from you
crying in the bus on the way home
feeling so stupid, hoping people wont see
i won't hide the tears anymore
but still, i hide the truth from you, from me
if i admit it will it get us anywhere?
because of you my life's feeling screwed
hate myself for not telling
yet fearing your reaction if i did
i don't know what to think, to say, to do
perhaps i'll just go
yes, i think i'll just go
after all...
you've finally found someone to love
guess i don't mean that much to you
can't blame you for not knowing
blame myself for not telling
each time i try the words get stuck
guess i'd just have to live with it
nothing else i can do
except to just walk away from it all,
especially from you
i don't know how i'll ever get it out
perhaps after reading this you'll understand
how torn up i feel inside.
still, putting everything into this ...
maybe its time for us to say goodbye
because i don't how to live
knowing that you like someone else
sorry for not being at your side
like i promised you i would be
but if being close to you means this
guess i'd rather say goodbye
** i wrote this in secondary two i think.. yeah.. it's a little irrelevant now but i guess i just want to publish it.. cos i want to have more posts than my twin! haha.. joking.. =P **
posted by jessXW @ 12:37 PM
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